We all need HELP

What do you do in a world where the Devil is in the air & the world is consumed with lies & everyone is breathing in fairytales?

I cannot have true, human joy knowing that others are in pain. I cannot experience human happiness when the world around me is full of darkness. Having faith does not mean losing compassion, but quite the opposite. I am joyous spiritually because I have the secret. I know our Father. I do not cry for the world, but for the lost souls in it. I walk with light & love trying to make a difference. No one is paying attention, but I continue still. I will continue until I am no more. I know the Highway. It is still being built up. I walk around grasping constantly for the state of spiritual bliss, yet my flesh is in the world and it is an ugly one. And I AM HERE. I am stuck on this earth that God created, and man has destroyed. I cannot fake delusion, pretending what is is actually what is not. I can pray. I can pray really hard. But I SEE. I HEAR. There will not be a righteous one left. There will be no one to stand in the gap between what is truth and what is deceit. It is already happening and it is apparent. 

I shall not fear, but I do anyway. It’s hard to disguise emotion. I fear for the children that are learning all the deceit. Not only learning it, but being completely programmed by it. They are the future of the world should there be a future. I fear for my husband and the things he may encounter when I am not around. I fear for every single being that is out there, every breath of precious life that is being brought forth into a world that chooses lies over truth, and then instills it into all ears and all eyes.  I fear because the world is teaming with injustice and raising upright unrighteousness. The Lord IS my shepherd. I know that I shall not fear. Spiritually, I do not fear. I do not fear what man will do to me as a human being, I fear for what man is doing to everyone else. I fear for the people who do not know how to overcome, but rather give in. It is easier for them to be a part rather than apart. 

I am human. I am spirit, too. The flesh is weak, but the spirit is so willing. Meaning, my human emotions are in the human realm and in reality they are real. I feel them. My spirit fights to overcome my human emotions and stay connected to God, but I cannot stand to leave everyone else behind, stuck in their human shells with no spiritual way to disconnect and feel spiritual truth. I would love to change the world, but I do not know how, however; I refuse to let the world change me. I am minuscule. But I dream big. I pray big. I will continue to walk in God’s light and imminate the truth to whoever may see. But know  I am human, too. As humans we ARE complex. Do not let complexity hide simple truth. Dig, dig, dig for it. Stand up for the truth. Teach your children what is right, not what is socially acceptable. Teach your children God. Teach your children love. A world without either is a world without both, and that world is manifesting daily.

Christianity vs Religion (‘Church’)

Christian‘ & ‘Religion (Church)’ are not the same thing. The two words can be used together, or they can be used separately because they are independent. A Church is seen as a building on this earth that people congregate in, and most would say these people are ‘Christians’. It may be so. It may not be so. One can be a Christian without attending Church thus being tied to the religion of a church (Methodist, Baptist, Catholic, Mormon, Church of God… And many, countless more). Church is truly held inside oneself. It is a time that should always be, and never end. For if we fall asleep in Spirit we will surely be tempted.

It is perplexing  (and at the same time it is clear) why Churches do not realise their demise. They are worldly, and they are trying to get as many people crammed into that material building as possible. They are causing nonbelievers to despise religion which is a word they associate to meaning God. Being religious does not equate to God. Church is not about football, cell phones, concert-like music, prom, worldly affairs… Anything taking place in a congregation other than the edifying of God is of the devil, of this world. Any church that practices true fellowsip would be a most rare find. Something I have yet to attend, but long to be brought to.

The spirit can never be quenched. Being in the Spirit does not just last for 2 hours of worldly Church time. The spirit is an armor that Christians always wear, least we be deceived by the world.

 The night is almost gone, and the day is near. Therefore let us lay aside the deeds of darkness and put on the armor of light. Let us behave properly as in the day, not in carousing and drunkenness, not in sexual promiscuity and sensuality, not in strife and jealousy. But put on the Lord Jesus Christ, and make no provision for the flesh in regard to its lusts. – Romans 13:12-14

Therefore, take up the full armor of God, so that you will be able to resist in the evil day, and having done everything, to stand firm. Stand firm therefore, having girded your loins with truth , and having  put on the breastplate of righteousness , and having shod your feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace ; in addition to all, taking up the shield of faith with which you will be able to extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one.  And take the helmet of salvation , and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.   With all prayer and petition pray at all times in the Spirit, and with this in view, be on the alert with all perseverance and petition for all the ssaint – Ephesians 6:13-18

This is not meant to be a bashing of the worldly Church. This is meant help others truly discern the Church. It is to awaken sleeping spirits to get on Jesus’ path, to crucify their flesh and walk always in the spirit.

For the orphans out there, the ones without faith, here is a challenge:

The proof – evidence- of God exists within the believer and is felt by other believers. Stop searching for signs as proof because there will not be any. If Churches have not brought you to salvation, question the Church, not the belief of God. Turn off the TV, cell phone, ipad, and anything that prevents you from sitting in silence. The world desires to keep your attention off of the truth, off of God. The world wants you to believe in falsities and worry constantly about foolish things. We are a creation filled with emotion. Not just a handful of feelings, but a multitude with varying degrees. The world works to suppress feeling. Empathy. Focus all of your attention on the desire to connect with God. Forget what anyone has taught you, and teach yourself with the help of prayer. Pray for understanding on the things you do not yet understand. Read the bible, His word. Then obey everything that we are commanded to do. Strive to obey every moment of everyday. God will move you. 

I was a nonbeliever not too long ago, 1 1/2 years. I picked up the bible to find a quote from the movie Pulp Fiction. I read in Ezekiel that there would be no one to stand in the gap. I was moved to tears, and lead to salvation. The Bible is the most amazing book ever compiled. God will give insight to those that seek Him. I pray all the sheep will return hastily. It is time to leave this world of madness & corruption.

Satan & the suffering servant

That old bugger satan really likes to mess around with people all throughout their lives. However, we cannot fully blame satan because God allows satan to do these things. See, the thing is, God wants us to prove our worth to Him. God created Lucifer, and Lucifer wanted to exalt himself above God. There is some evil that God just cannot imagine. So, God cast His angel, Lucifer, who is satan on the earth, out of heaven and into the world. Satan answers to God. Satan can go before God’s throne. God allows satan to mess around on the earth so that us meeklings will glorify God even more, and prove our undying devotion to Him.

Now there was a day when the sons of God came to present themselves before the Lord, and satan also came among them. The Lord said to satan, “From where do you come?”  Then satan answered the Lord and said “from roaming about on the earth and walking around on it.” The Lord said to satan “Have you considered my servant Job? For there is no one like him on the earth, a blameless and upright man fearing God and turning from evil.” 

Then satan answered the Lord “Does Job fear God for nothing? Have You not made a hedge about him and his house and all that he has, on every side?…. But put forth Your hand now and touch all be has and surely he will curse You to Your face.”

Then the Lord said to satan “Behold, all that he has is in your power, only do not put forth your hand on him.” Job 1:6-12

So, satan departs from God’s throne, and sets off to do horrible things to Job and his family. He can do anything but kill Job. All the while, Job never curses God. He questions God. He wants to die. But in the end, his love for God grows stronger and more intimate.

God’s children are to one day be angels in His army. Why would our Father want a weak army? We are to be suffering servants on earth. God does not want another Lucifer in His army of angels in Heaven. We are tried on earth and refined by fire to prove we are willing to always do what is good by God. If found unworthy of God’s court of angels then to the devil we will go. Surely then man will know that He is the Lord thy God.

It will come about in all the land,” Declares the Lord, “That two parts in it will be cut off and perish; but the third will be left in it. And I will bring the third part through the fire, Refine them as silver is refined, and test them as gold is tested. They will call on My name, and I will answer them; I will say, ‘They are My people,’ and they will say, ‘the Lord is my God.'”Zechariah 13:8-9

So be on the alert for that serpent of old. Even through the trials in life, no matter how trying they may be. God is with you and will see you through as long as faith is there. If not, battling with the devil is so much worse. And there is no good ending without God. God does love us. Immensely. Uncorruptibly. He is our Father, watching us rise & undeniably fall. I cannot even imagine His pain. He endures it. He has a plan. We just have to believe with all our being.

Some people may believe that it is cruel for God to let satan try us. They may think ‘surely no loving God would purposely hurt their child.’. Since the very beginning, God’s creation of man has denied Him. God started creating laws for the humans to obey, yet of course they didn’t. They chose to be with the devil in the world and deny Him being their creator, their Father. Throughout the old testement God destroys, and gives His creation another chance. Then another chance. Saying along the way that surely they will recognize by these things that He is God. But still, mankind fails. Always falling for the wiles of satan. Don’t fall for it. God is not an easy way out. He does not just want to be around during hard times. He wants devotion in the best times, too. Pray hard. Pray unceasingly.

God does not want us to be robots. He gives us free will so that we may freely choose to love Him, or deny Him. He gives us free will so that we can be individuals. Of course, humans would freely love God if He would just prove Himself. But what kind of love would that really be? Shallow and selfish. Lacking substance from not being tested by faith. What reward would God have if we love Him because He makes us love Him? He wants us to strive to be perfect as He is perfect. Although no one can ever reach the glory of God, we are to aim to be perfect by obeying Him. By walking in the Spirit. By walking like Jesus.

America, a nation under man.

A nation under God? Really, America, a nation under God? We are under God in the sense that He is above us. He is above every nation. This slogan really needs to be done away with. Maybe this is something the believers and disbelievers can agree on. Stop slandering the name God. It is disgusting.

America is a nation under man! We are under the rule of man that mocks God in every way. What blasphemy! Please, do not see God as being the law in America. Do not believe that God is anything that anyone tells you. Find God for yourself & then really know Him. Really understand everything that is taking place in this world through Him. People tend to destroy things they don’t understand. Don’t let God be one of those things.

O Dry Bones!

MY mind is reeling. The world is spinning. Oh my God, so much evil is taking place.

How long, oh Lord, will I call for help, and you will not hear? I cry out to you, “Violence!” yet you do not save. Why do You make me see iniquity, and cause me to look on wickedness?” Habakkuk 1:2-3

I desperately want the wicked to turn from their ways. So badly do I desire for the world to be at peace. What a deep, vastly deep, feeling it is to know uncorruptible love from the Lord, yet not get anyone to understand or feel it! To think that such love is also a curse, for I must see the hopeless not even try to obtain the hope! Love is not something that can be proven, for everyone experiences emotion differently. God cannot be proven, for God is a personal relationship within. Each person must seek Him themselves. Why are humans so absorbed in themselves that they cannot fathom a higher power? For if one does not know of the higher power in God, they cannot possibly know that it is His adversary that keeps them from searching! What a perplexity!

Evil abounds in this world, no doubt. But a great evil has risen to displace our Christ. I am not against anyone, only against the world. God has told us all things that have taken place, and that are currently taking place. Be on guard. Pray for a hedge to be about you.

Look among the nations! Observe! Be astonished! Wonder! Because I am doing something in your days – You would not believe if you were told. For behold, I am raising up the Chaldeans, that fierce & impetuous people who march throughout the earth to seize dwelling places which are not theirs. They are dreaded and feared; Their justice & authority originate with themselves. Habakkuk 1:5-7

All of them come for violence. Their horde of faces moves forward. They collect captives like sand. They mock at kings and rulers are a laughing matter to them. They laugh at every fortress and heap up rubble to capture it. They will sweep through like the wind and pass on. But they will be held guilty, they whose strength is their god.” Habakkuk 1:9-11

How, Oh God, can people see when they are blind? They are blinded by everything that is in this world. Pour your Spirit upon your people, Lord. Let them grasp for you and find firm hold! How badly I want all souls to be saved, but how earnestly my heart sings “Come, Lord Jesus, come!” It has started. It has all started, so it will have to eventually end.

Record the vision and inscribe it on tablets, that the one who reads it may run. For the vision is yet for the appointed time; It hastens toward the goal and will not fail. Though it tarries, wait for it; for it will certainly come, it will not delay. Habakkuk 2:2-3

Do you understand?

Sowing Seeds

pray to be delivered from our disbelief.

It’s safe to say that people are a mixture of both good & bad. Society, as a whole, leans on its own understanding. Science tends to create a certainism in what are actually theories & hypothesis on the existence of God. The bible is not just a means of making one feel better, but a true account of events that lead up to a grand finale. The Dead Sea Scrolls (the old testament excluding Esther) are scientifically aged to have been written approximately 408 BCE to 318 CE. These accounts exist. Science cannot create anything that has not already been created. Only God can do that. Faith is non-existant, and that is why God is non-existent.

Existence – The fact or state of existing, being. Specific presence, occurrence.

God makes His existence known to those who know Him & He knows. God’s presence, His occurrence, came while Jesus Christ was on this earth. The gospels are facts & testimonies about Jesus. He was written about in the old testaments that were scribed years and years before He was born. God is not an easy way out. He is not going to simply prove Himself to just anyone.

So have I become your enemy by telling you the truth? They eagerly seek you, not commendably (Not to praise), but they wish to shut you out so that you will seek them. Galatians 4:16-17

The church alone, if at all, cannot solely bring someone to salvation. Salvation has to be grasped for, prayed for, committed to. God gives salvation, but to gain it we must learn what it is, and what it means. Hold church inside yourself. Go to your upper room & clean it out. Pray humbly to God in privacy. Pray to Him unceasingly. Pray to deliver us from our disbelief. Pray to have a pure heart & mind. Pray to be sown on good soil.

The foundation is built on every kind of immorality. The foundation must be firm & true. Media has corrupt the minds of children & adults alike. The world is pushing “No God” not “Know God”. How can anyone of this world expect to feel the Holy Spirit if they do not believe? A temple stained by this world is no dwelling place for such a Wonder as the Holy Spirit. The media works hard, so diligently, to erase God. Everyone must work harder and without ceasing to know Him even more. Let your relationship be kindled & the little light turn into brillance unimaginable. Many seeds are sown. See to it that yours gets tended.

Anyone who hears the word of the kingdom and does not understand it, the evil one comes and snatches away what has been sown in his heart. This is the one on whom seed was sown beside the road. 

The one on whom seed was sown on the rocky places, this is the man who hears the word and immediately receives it with joy; yet he has no firm root in himself, but is only temporary, and when affliction or persecution arises because of the word, immediately he falls away.

And the one whom seed was sown among thorns, this is the man who hears the word, and the worry of the world and the deceitfulness of wealth choke the word, and it becomes unfruitful.

And the one on whom seed was sown in the good soil, this is the man who hears the word and understands it; who indeed bears fruit and brings forth, some a hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty. Matthew 13:19-23

Tune Out

It’s no wonder our society is in such shambles with so many prejudices in the world. Everyone is against something that they, themselves, are not. The more & more we descend into the age of technology, the deeper we nose dive into the “generation of selfies”, the more & more prejudice society becomes.

Media definitely promotes prejudices. Media also promotes infinite amounts of immorality. Media shows us all things. Most of the things we read, hear, & watch contain ideas & images otherwise unimaginable to us, whether we want to accept it our not. The concepts are now filed away in our mind. Television, magazines, radio, & social media have become the retina of the mind’s eye.

During the 1950s, television became the primary medium for molding public opinion. Via Wikipedia search Television

Society is a melting pot of good , not so good, & down right evil opinions being spread far and wide over many channels, over many seas, straight into the eyes, hearts, & minds of individuals. The world has turned into a very visual, very selfie-absorbed type of culture that is being advocated everywhere, on everything. This is not a fad. This is a foundation that the future generation is built upon.

For our struggle is not against flesh & blood, but against the rulers, against powers, against the world forces of darkness, against spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places.” Ephesians 6:12

The only standard of living is that in unity with Christ: peace, purity, righteousness, incorruptible love. Teach the children well. Make TV time Bible time. Forget what media has made you feel about your health, Muslims, Christians, tiny houses, food, relationships, and ‘reality’. Always search for light in the darkness.

As a result, we are no longer to be children, tossed here & there by waves & carried about by every wind of doctrine, by trickery of men, by craftiness in deceitful scheming; but speaking the truth in love we are to grow up in all aspects into Him who is the head, even Christ.    Ephesians 4:14-15